Raat ke andhere mein, jab sara shahar sone ki taraf badh raha hota hai, tab mere man mein ek vichar aksar aata hai – sapne mein jua khelna. Yeh ek aisa sapna hai jo mujhe bar-bar aata hai, aur har baar mujhe uske prati viched bhavnaon se bhara hua chhod jata hai. Yeh sapna na to kisi prakar ka dar deta hai, aur na hi khushi. Balki, yeh ek ajib sa anubhav hai, jo mujhe sochne par majboor karta hai.
Main ek aam aadmi hoon, jiska jivan vyastata se bhara hua hai. Mera din rozana ek set pattern mein guzar jata hai – naukri, ghar, parivaar, aur fir phir se naukri. Is bhagdor mein, sapnon ka koi bada sthan nahi hota. Lekin phir bhi, yeh sapna, jo jua khelne ka hota hai, mere mann ko prabhavit kar leta hai.
Sapne mein jua khelna ek aisa anubhav hai jo asal jindagi mein maine kabhi nahi kiya. Isme kuch alag hi jaadu hai, jise shabdon mein bayan karna mushkil hai. Yeh sapna aksar ek kasino mein shuru hota hai, jahan andhera chhata hua hota hai, aur chamakdar lights se bhara hota hai.
Main wahaan khada hota hoon, aur mere saamne ek patte ka taash ka pakka hota hai. Kuch log mere charo taraf hote hain, sab taiyar hain jua khelne ke liye. Main bhi apne paison ko table par rakh deta hoon, aur jua shuru ho jata hai.
Sapne mein, mujhe pata hota hai ki main jua khel raha hoon, lekin asal mein mujhe khelne ka niyam ya tarika pata nahi hota. Mujhe bas apne instincts par bharosa hota hai. Patte ka chayan hota hai, aur main ek patte uthata hoon. Mere hriday ki dhadkan tez ho jati hai, aur mere haath kapte hain.
Jaise hi patte ko kholta hoon, duniya ekdam alag ho jati hai. Har ek patte ke neeche ek kuch alag hi duniya chhupi hoti hai. Woh duniya hai jisme meri bhavnaayein, ummeedein, aur darr chhupi hoti hain. Har patte ke neeche kuch naya hota hai, aur har baar main ek alag sapna jeeta hoon.
Is sapne mein jua khelna ek vishesh prakar ka anand deti hai. Jab main sapno mein jua khelta hoon, to mujhe jindagi mein kabhi anubhav nahi hone wali prassanata aur utsah ka ahsaas hota hai.
Lekin is sapne mein ek ajib baat hoti hai – haar haar kar main jeet jata hoon, aur jeet jeet kar haar jata hoon. Yeh seemaayein mere liye kabhi samajh mein nahi aati. Mere man mein yeh sawal aksar uthta hai ki kyun main hamesha in seemaon ke bheetar atka rehta hoon, kyun main asal jindagi mein aage nahi badh sakta?
Sapno mein jua khelna mere liye ek rahasya ban gaya hai. Ismein kuchh na kuchh ajib sa hota hai, jo main asal jindagi mein samajh nahi sakta.
Ek din, maine apne sapno mein jua khelte hue ek vyakti ko dekha. Woh vyakti mere jaise dikhta tha, aur woh bhi patte utha kar khelne laga. Lekin jab usne patte kholkar dekha, to uska chehra udas ho gaya. Main samajh gaya ki is sapne mein har vyakti ko jeet aur haar ka anubhav hota hai, lekin yeh anubhav hamare asal jivan se kuch alag hota hai.
Sapne mein jua khelna mujhe hamesha yeh sikhata hai ki jindagi mein kabhi-kabhi haar aur jeet ka saath dena hi hota hai. Har chunauti ko jhelna aur har mushkil ko paar karna hi zindagi ka ek hissa hai. Yeh sapna mujhe yeh samjhata hai ki main apne jeevan mein apni bhavnaon aur khwahishon ke saath khel sakta hoon, lekin main hamesha jeet nahi sakta.
Sapne mein jua khelna mere liye ek daravna anubhav hai, lekin yeh bhi ek mahatvapurna shiksha deta hai. Is sapne se mujhe yeh sikhne ko mila hai ki jindagi mein kabhi-kabhi adhikar aur galat ka faisla karna mushkil ho sakta hai, lekin iska matlab yeh nahi hai ki hume himmat haar deni chahiye.
Is sapne ne mujhe yeh bhi sikhaya hai ki kamyabi aur haar ek saman mahatva rakhti hai. Har jeet ke peeche ek kathinai hoti hai, aur har haar ke peeche ek sikhne ki avashyakta hoti hai.
Sapne mein jua khelna ek adbhut anubhav hai, jo mujhe har bar sochne par majboor karta hai. Yeh sapna mere liye ek prashnchinha hai, jise main hamesha samjhne ki koshish karta hoon. Is sapne mein jua khelna mere jivan ka ek ajib hissa hai, jo mujhe hamesha yaad rahega.
Toh kya yeh sapna kuch daravna hai? Ya phir yeh ek mahatvapurna sandesh hai? Shayad iska jawab mere paas kabhi nahi hoga. Lekin ek baat toh tay hai, ki yeh sapna mujhe hamesha sochne par majboor karta hai
